April 3, 2007

I am finally doing it. I have wanted to start my own blog for some time. I started reading other's blogs for direction a couple of months ago. The only problem with that was once I started reading I couldn't stop! I am obsessive like that at times. I went as far as to start at the beginning of some. Three years worth on one lol and I read every single entry. I must say I am now hooked on certain blogs. I will link them at a later time as I have yet to figure out all the quirks and kinks of blogging.

A little background - The blog name comes from somewhere deep inside me. It seems during the day I am a normal person. A mother of two, a professional, a girlfriend, friend, etc. As darkness falls, the thoughts and feelings I push down and try to ignore all day start making their way in to my reality and stay until once again the sun shines in my window. To say I am in a place where I thought I would be at age 40 is a truly funny statement. I remember seeing people my age when I was in my early 20's and I thought,"They are so grown up. They have it all together and know everything." Maybe the one's I saw back then were, but this woman still has a lot to learn.

I am sure all of the background surrounding my sometimes funny, sometimes sad, but always crazy life will slowly come out as I write this. For now, though, I am going to post this, and yes, I admit it, go admire my new blog with its first post!